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Weigh you down
Since rash decisions make you spin around
You stop and stare
Is there something there?
Brush your fingers across my hand
Not a mistake because I can feel you there
Squeeze my fingers
Smile at me
Hand goes numb
You miss me?
Finally after three long months you feel my pain
Only memories remain
Your eyes scream your pain
"I never stopped loving you
I couldn't if I tried
You are my first, my one and only
Please, one more chance
InsecureCover your skin
Hide your face
Never return a smile
Keep your eyes hidden
See the ugly in the mirror
Connect your cuts
Ignore the world
It just lies anyway
Your beauty is gone
Was it ever there?
Keep your head down
It's too heavy to lift
Your voice is gone
But no one listens
Wear dark cloths
Blend with the shadows
And if you do all this
No one knows about
You being insecure
But no one cares.
GrinningThis beautiful silence,
This strange sensation,
My trembling arms,
My wavering knees,
The grin on my lips,
You're to blame
for all of it.
The fault of your arms,
The fault of your grin,
The fault of you.
Oh, that grin,
When it grins,
I become so weak.
Powerlessness to resistance.
And you can tempt me,
And you can sway me,
And I'll go with the breeze,
as it whispers it's soft breath,
through my hair,
and into my lips,
and into me.
And I'll continue to grin,
as your sultry eyes pierce
I can only pray,
that you will grace me
with your own
The Bright Side of The Northern Star" reach, grasp for thy star " For shame for shame.
She shrugs in subtle disapproval, unconcerned
He could only describe it as black
thresholds of onyx to infiltrate your nerves
obsidian muscles pulsating ebony
" the tunnel vision before your company." And
you were the glow of a glittering beacon
blazing purpose and furious light
She stammers in awe - offended yet affectionate
cluttered with an insatiable fascination and
" as nostalgia drowns me softly " He
he pleaded for understanding, an explanation
as to why I walk in the rain
It was meant to be a affectionate
Love a woman is not a crimeThe punishment fell
she is guilty
to have loved a witch
she is guilty
of making love
with this woman
detested by the villagers
alone on her cross
the wrists bloodstained
She waits that her mistress
saves his life with her magic
two days have past
she has not arrived yet
abandoned by the desire
that she thought loved
she waits slowly
that the skin dries
that crows eat its body
that pain gnaws her soul
it was not a witch
love a woman is not a crime
the village has judged
without knowing the truth
Death do us PartKnow the friend within;
Your bond goes far deeper than skin.
Friends from the start, childhood spent together,
They fought and shared and dreamed as one.
Some say this friendship can last forever,
Kept alive by the warmth of the sun.
Soon enough, they are no longer young fools,
Off in the world, making memories.
Only with good time, do they learn the rules,
Learning from spilt milk and tear-stained diaries.
The joyous couple, then due to be married,
Far cries from the hooligans they once were.
Past thoughts and regrets were then buried;
It's as though their past was only a blur.
But at times, the fates can be cruel,
To start somewhere
and everything else
My soul is the colour of midnight,
All blacks and blues and shining stars.
This entire life has been a fight,
And I proudly wear the scars.
Though not all of them can be seen,
Some reside deep within my heart.
Many fear the places I've been,
For they know it tears me apart.
But I am no longer that girl,
No longer swayed by simple words.
Tired of pain, I gave life a whirl,
Comforted by the song of birds.
Here I am today, still alive,
Taking the life I have in stride.
Because within me, there is a drive,
To fight the scars and live with pride.
A letter to Juliet Dearest Juliet,
I'll miss the true feeling of fear surging through my veins-
The endless game of hind and seek,
But of course I miss you the most of all
It was just our bare fist against millions with quick trigger fingers.
While holding each other close with one hand
And the ability the break the laws of physics in the other.
Unfortunately that day has come:
The time has come for our separation and sins to be paid;
These will be my final words to you
People say "you don't know what you got until it's gone"
But I know for just a little while longer we'll be long together
And I'll never forget that enchanting per
The DustAh, God of my childhood,
when I think of you,
and the myriad of stars,
and the myriad of planets,
cascading across the blackness,
and the dust
and the darkness,
the smallest particles,
the dance of time itself,
I do not think
the you that I was taught
matches what I have seen.
Dust to dust,
there is no Leviathan
for you to hook
at the world's foundation,
before the glowing ball of light,
no primeval waters
in starless, sunlight dark for you to breathe upon.
that saddens me,
thinking of the lovely tales we've spun
to explain us,
and the numinous we sense
and the blackness before and after
One NightTake my life
Without a sound
And scatter it away
Across the ground
And get your friends
Have them jump
Upon my soul
And break the clumps
And while you're at it
Take my heart too
Boil it, burn it
In a lackluster stew
Then throw me away
Without any care
And leave me weeping
In the chilly night air
I WishedI wished I could unhear those things I hear, but I can't, I already heard it
I wished I could unsee those things I see, but I can't, I already seen it
I wished I could unfeel those things I feel, but I can't, I already felt it
I wished I could not think, but I can't, I am already thoughtless
I wished I feel belonged, but I can't, I never felt belonged before
I wished I could not feel weak, but I can't, I never felt strong before
I wished I could feel safe now, but I can't, I never felt safe before
I wished I could feel secure now, but I can't, I never felt secure before
I wished I could do anything, but I can't, there's nothing I can
Then and NowIn the beginning,
I knew this wouldn't last forever.
I knew I wasn't going to let myself fall in love.
I knew we would just waste a few months together.
After the first night,
I was ready to let go when the time came.
I was able to watch you walk out the door.
I was fighting not to love you.
Before the first week was over,
I already trusted you more than I've ever trusted anyone.
I already wanted to hold on to you.
I already loved you.
Time to BeginThe tide is now turning
My new life begins
I'm finally learning
To flow with the wind
The sun is now shining
The darkness is thin
My heart is now yearning
For sadness to end
My ImmortalDost thou perceive me to be of flesh?
And blood that flows in transcendent spring?
Or wil'st thou believe I can conquer Death
And wound him forever on sordid wing?
Thy jests are weak, oh, maid of sighs
Thy love for me a deed unwise
Dost thou perceive me to be unkind?
I'm soulless, so thus thy heart speaks true
Pray, do thou regard me with gracious mind
And fondle me here, as all lovers do
Thy soul is pure, sweet-favored rose
Such pleasure is as pleasure goes
Dost thou believe I am black with hate
And grinding my teeth in startled wrong?
Or wil'st thou conceive me trapped by Fate
As I sin and love thee in my song
My Thoughts Are A StormThe scars you bear I wish I could
Die for, only the best do I want
For you, to be happy, the fault is
Mine own which tore us apart
Some days I was screaming inside
Yet I found complete happiness
With you, when you told me my
Apology was not accepted, it was
Like hearing news of an intimate
Suicide, your hate filled mind
Killed me inside, my thoughts
Are a storm, raging memories
Of every fight, every flaw fighting
For attention, yet the savage longing
To fall once more into you comforting
Arms, but who would I be if I
Allowed myself to go back?
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